It's been awhile...

It's been awhile since my last post. I have been extraordinarily busy at work. I'm afraid the situation is not getting any better. I am profundly ill-at-ease and do not know what direction my life should go in. I know I want a new job, but I can't leave this one without knowing I have something else and that's difficult. I wish I could study and go to school again for library science, but that degree costs so much money. Does anyone know of any scholarships out there? Let me know.

Too tired and so sad. . .

It has been a long and not-very good week. I spent the first half of the week in an insomniac state; falling asleep at 2:00am and waking at 6:00am. Of course, this meant I was in a grumpy mood. My poor hubbie has not been feeling well and has had to support my mood swings. I just have so much on my mind. I am so unhappy with things in my life I don't know where to start to unravel it all for myself. I wonder if things will ever be the same again.